Normadic Mind

Understandig woman...

I just dont know how they feel or well I will never will. I had now understand why there are some blokes who commented "No point in treating your girlfriend nice, she wont appreiciate it"

Well.. I try out many ways since knowing her providing her what I can or what I think it will be good for her. But last night, her comments does hurt me or just make me wanted to scold her, I had never scolded her since our relationship. Just a grumpy tone to make my unhappiness known to her. Does this sound like I am a bad boyfriend?

Her comments could be causal, well indication of my past actions leads to another motive. This creates upset within me. I dont know why, maybe this only happens when now I am treating her better than nice. I took her to dine at the Peak and company her over the weekend as her work is taking a toll on her happiness. I dont mind the effort in securing a table nearest to the view, the time I took to look for a nice restaurant. I just want her to feel happy but now, she looks into me with a untrusted feeling... I could not be certain that my future actions are appreciated at all since she had this thinking already in her mind. The worst situation is I do not know why she said things that are 100% different with last evening stating appreciation of my kindness or work given to her but last night...all such actions are leading to a motive...

I really dont know... not sure if I should continue to treat her nice...at all...
Or she already had another person who treating her better than I do. Normally, I have this thinking..comparsions are made when you had experienced 2 samples so now she is comparing..me with... I dont know ...

Maybe all my efforts are marginal compared to others but that is what I can provide and afford at this moment. I dont know ... i dont know...

posted by Quinn @ 11:53 AM