Normadic Mind

Did not do much today. Went swimming the the mid noon after CSI, it was not a interesting epidose..rather normal. Swam for a long time till my shoulder blade hurts. I guess the reason for my long swim is I keep pondering.......about the possibilities of having a chance based on the sorry situation I in now. I cannot help but keep swimming with hopes that my tirness will give my mind time to breathe.The paddling ended around 2 hours later...should I consider myself an aquatic mammal? I had wrote a e-mail with all my thoughts at this time, does that works? I had yet to send it as I am still embracing some hope that there still be contact. I guess the turning point will happen over these few days, I will despatch that mail and just hope there is some sort of response. Disappointment or what, I do not mind as I had suffer such fate countless times, I had learnt to cry without tears.

posted by Quinn @ 10:37 PM